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A man that walks into my life is ” of little boy of a “ , he is smaller than me 4 years old, but 4 centimeters taller than me, we often are taken because of this small “ episode ” joking, saying is two addition, “ quits ” , saying two people is “ the optimal ” that take file. This moment, my job however more and more be inferior to meaning, I resigned under one anger, stay in Home “ ” to apply for a job to serve ” of “ little boy at the same time at the same time.

Blossom 3 times only fruitless amour, let her give out such closely question: “ the fault that who this is after all? Be us the fault of these big women? ”

The first walks into the man of my life, because self-abased and leave

I come to Shenzhen at the beginning of 1996, through the wind storm rain that comes 10 this years, my furrow and facial features are maturity, but I am more and more unfamiliar however to the love of Shenzhen and consider do not appear.

I am not special guard and indissoluble the woman of amorous feelings, my culture, appearance and economic atmosphere also calculate so that the level waits in going up absolutely. But be in Shenzhen 10 years, I still cannot find a home to return to to now actually. I had had the experience that live together with 3 men early or late, but divided a hand bitterly. I am done do not understand, after all where did I give a fault?

Because he manages all the year round,the first man that walks into my life is Xiaoping —— a very short crew cut, colleague and friend call him so. We were known in September 1996, I am in at that time deep south in firm of a planar design in the edifice of news culture center of the road goes to work. The company often is received a few presswork odd, turn to presswork next factory. The company is very small, have 5 people only, a lot of sundry are hold by me do. After general business personnel and boss receive sheet, can turn to me this “ is standing be on duty delegate ” , I inform again presswork the business director of the factory will accept the order. And presswork the person that the factory is in charge of be being contacted with us is Xiaoping.

I often am remained only in the office one person, when Xiaoping will receive business, can sit a little while normally. I can pour a cup of tea to him, he always is foolish foolish the earth’s surface is revealed very benedictory appearance. After be being contacted for many times, I had good opinion to him.

In those days, he has a motorcycle, come off work to come over to receive me to have a meal, go going for a spin next. 10 years ago, have a brand-new motorcycle, be ” of well-off of “ having a place, after I tighten those who be next to him, carry on the back, hold firmly not self-consciously from the back once he. Later, we began to live together so.

Young smooth person is not bad, but have bit of foolish namely, presswork a few business are in charge of the factory in, the business that he does is least. So, salary is mere enough he is basic maintenance.

I do not care about his economic atmosphere, from at the beginning, threw overall sentiment.

I am born in comparatively well-off home, had not done household work as a child, but for him, I begin to cook, cook breakfast, do chore. He comes back in the evening late, I have a meal without idea, without giving thought to again late, I want when he comes back to just have a meal together.

About after half an year, I find new job to subordinate of health beautiful group a company does stylist, salary is more than before double. But he however at this time unemployed. Actually, be in Shenzhen, unemployment is very normal, I did not feel what this has embarrassed, but he applies for a job looked for 3 two months to cannot be found, abrupt however termagancy and self-abased rise. We two when be together, want to bos of a word listens only, he can throw the door and go out.

On August 12, 1996, I remember this time forever. That day, he goes out early in the morning, to the following day before dawn had not come home at 2 o’clock, I call to enquire to home of a few his friends, they do not know where he went to. Controlled at 3 o’clock, he calls suddenly for, he also did not come back again. I ask him why, he says to do not have why, also do not know why. He pressed down a factory to do clerical work to Long Hua that day, eventually can “ paddles his own canoe ” , he does not want to continue to get along below my shade, can loosen from now on at a heat, each go straight towards a thing after the hope.

This is my first time love, my absolutely did not think of is a kind of such ending, more let me 100 thinking of what do not get its to solve is, he abandons without any reason originally I, go actually however so absolutely affection.

The 2nd walks into the man of my life, because too outstanding, I left him.

The 2nd man that walks into my life is ” of little boy of a “ , he is smaller than me 4 years old, but 4 centimeters taller than me, we often are taken because of this small “ episode ” joking, saying is two addition, “ quits ” , saying two people is “ the optimal ” that take file.

” of “ little boy is very pure still, do in an enterprise inside print edits. In amative day, it is I am teaching him how to care me almost, take care of me.

In those days, he lives in a little room of first floor of Great Wall edifice, a very lovely doggie is raised in the basket of the doorway. After coming off work everyday, I can run to his dormitory, with “ little boy ” takes a doggie to go together the meadow plays. Play to was controlled at 11 o’clock, him farewell dormitory.

Just began, he is not known send me. I tell him, want to send me to bus station, you just can come home; But when when he should go back, I feel I am bigger than him again, should send him, such come sending send, eventually one day, I am flat the dormitory that sends oneself into him.

In the day that with “ in me little boy ” lives together, had not quarrelled, each are busy each, sometimes 9 days are together, just live together on the weekend sometimes. I feel he resembles my little younger brother, and he also feels me more like his eldest sister, always be a bit polite to me.

Two years many later, namely March 2002, he by general manager appreciate, assistant of preferment general manager. Their company is a company that has dimensions, asset exceeds 2 100 million. That year, he ability is 26 years old, and I already 30 years old.

This moment, my job however more and more be inferior to meaning, I resigned under one anger, stay in Home “ ” to apply for a job to serve ” of “ little boy at the same time at the same time.

However, I just realize this moment, I most be overcome the look —— of their work in the same placing they the sort of eyes can insult me dead simply, and always backside chirp is crooked crooked the general manager assistant that says them follows others different, the family is to raise small honey, he is to raise female ” of old woman of a “ .

Actually, ” of “ little boy did not cold-shoulder me, but I feel such day is very awkward, this kind cooperates very not harmonious, a string that resembles guitar became loose, tone is disharmonious, total feeling is sick. I am the woman with a very powerful proper pride, and reason of this paragraph of love perhaps is a mistake at the beginning, so I begin him self-criticism, intended also and evasive he.

One day, I hearten tell him, should part company, go down so again otherwise, bowstring is about. He does not agree, but I left him stoutly.

The 3rd walks into the man of my life, because too mature and become bemused

The 3rd man that walks into my life is one has left 40 years old of men of different. Can choose him, it is the emotional setback because of before having two.

That was August 2005, I already 33 years old. I think, look for a partner in marriage if not ” of “ be matched for marriage, cause collocation easily to be not coordinated, the probability that part company will be bigger. Although he has divorced, but the history that I had had two paragraphs to live together early or late, such is pull made the same score, and our record of formal schooling, age and job are more adjacent, so I think, to me, now is should true when facing marriage.

After we decide love concerns, one day, the east of “ of travel tourist attraction that I hear of collect lake decline has gentleman of a fortune-telling inside divine music ” very fierce, calculate very definitely, taking curiosity to try. That day is Saturday, perhaps be to stem from dull, I also just pulled him.

Say normally, we are not superstitious, but the person is strange, should contradict a bit in the heart only, have blind faith in psychology with respect to not can self-conscious generation. We the two haul that let that fortune-telling gentleman calculate love. Also do not know the embarrass that is a destiny, still be that fortune-telling gentleman sees me not pleasing to the eye, he actually the life that “ calculates ” to give me is life of ” of “ much husband, say my this all one’s life is sure can experience “ husband of two dozens of ” , that is to say, I am fated want “ to had waded the river ” of 24 men.

Cannot think of, from now on, my “ not the evil in male friend of be puzzled ” , he leaves no longer together with me heart, always carry do not have mind. There is a result after he associates to me to live together with two men before, always say before me then, should “ person believe a destiny? ” means says, the life of ” of my “ much husband is destined inherently, he himself just is the passing traveller in my life, long painful be inferior to short painful, the suggestion is worn part company with me.

I know, this “ not male friend of be puzzled ” is a hope marry truly, the hope has a family truly, so he just worries to do not have a result with me. Actually, doesn’t my why hope to there is a result? But he actually the lie that ground of a curious coincidence believes that fortune-telling, there often is an a knot in one’s heart inside the heart.

2006 the Spring Festival, pass early together with respect to come to an agreement or understanding originally, but he puts forward suddenly however to want to return old home, let myself had arranged the Spring Festival. The “ tenderness that I know to this is him parts company politic ” , also importune him no longer. After all, I had experienced emotive harden oneself, know the melon that twists by force is not sweet.

Come one this many year, I yearn for true love more and more, desirous marriage, longing has a true a home to return to, but did not come up against to give true emotive man to me unexpectedly. A lot of sisters all round me, classics regular meeting alleges before the man especially before others oneself are lone creed person, actually, they follow me same, the heart is very doleful, we need affective solace more than young woman and married woman.

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